Musings of the amused

…and I bet you the buttons of my non three-stars shoes sis ;P, that plenty plennnnntyyyy of people do too.

I’ve been meaning to write a response to one of your lord i’m thinking about life seriously now and it bothers me cause i don’t know and i’m not sure muses.

What to take for uni? undeclared, undecided?

Nis. Aaa lot of people have grieved, fumed, worried, sighed and what notted over the same same thing. A lot. Here for example in the place i am, in the land of the free, students who enter into college (read in their context, college = undergraduate study, not 6th form like kita in the land of delicious durian kuning and superb tasek lama walkways )…well, they don’t declare their ‘major’ until the end of their second year (read also they do 4 years of undergrad studies). I’ve listened to many women who think at first they want to do this, gender studies, anthropology, art…no wait aueronautical brassiere design..well, they pick something in the end…’yeah, i picked english coz’ im good at it…but also..’

But also is important. And also. also that no matter what major/course your going to take in uni does not mean that it is something that you have to commit to for life. A friend has graduated with a degree in bio-chem, today she is about to enroll in a graduate law school. You see…you don’t have to figure it out today, tonight, tomorrow, now.

Pardon my sweet pepperjack cheesiness, but life is full of uncertanities. One day you come out thinking, oh, this is what i want to do for life…but a few years down the road you may discover something that bears more meaning to you, more beauty and fulfillment to your heart. Or maybe you necessarily don’t. I’m confusing you aren’t I? Well, the point is, I believe there is something that we are all meant to do in this life. Walahuallam, maybe you won’t realise or learn about this even until you are 50.

And there are people like that. Really. people who have experienced so many things, and yet they know not what they truly will/can be except perhaps then…to always keep trying.

Sincerety …ain’t that important? Well, you know I’m doing the ol’ kaka musing or what resembles it =P once more. My haed is so knuckeredness. I came from lunch and prior to that my Arabi imtihan (exam). Alhamdullilah, it wasn’t hard..but i’m so sleepy right now, im going to take a nap before studying for tomorrow’s final exam =)

I have more and (inshaAllah clearer way) to say what I mean here, but inshaAllah i’ll do that after the exam is done.

But i’ll tell you this, it’s always good to talk to someone right? someone who doesn’t necessarily give you an immediate answer like …engineering (pfft pops)…you know who. well no not me =)

Ilahi..He will know what you mean, o, to be sure

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